In art relevant news, however, I want to apologize! I've totally been working on something really hard on and off for the past week and a half, but I got blocked (hint: it has something to do with Avatar). Now that I've seen the movie a second time, I feel resurged and able to partially finish the thing. I wasn't lying- I started off the year daring, trying something new. As long as it's progress, however gradual it is, it's something I can do.
So this weekend I stayed with a friend and we sweatshopped for real! We're going to a few conventions this year as D.Gray-Man characters, and my Allen coat is pretty much complete after hours sewing/correcting/redoing/measuring. I'm proud to say a good portion of the sewing was done by mwa. The new year has started off well in the aspect that I'm fulfilling things I've wanted to do already, and it hasn't even been a month yet! Man, making something coherent out of fabric is so hard; patterns and pinning... I've learned to appreciate clothes, cosplay, and the work that goes into it.
A good amount of money is put aside already for my trip to Connecticon as well- so everything is good.
I pulled my first complete all nighter during my weekend excursion, too: lemme tell you, it sucks. I've never felt so in tune with a character before (i.e. Al D: ); laying there alone was so suffocating! I can't explain it, it's just one of the worst feelings ever. 36 hours awake is not good, but lots of sugar tea and copious amounts of soda kept me hyped through it all!
This journal entry honestly doesn't have a central point or purpose (do any of mine?), so I'm sorry if you expected something more substantial out of me. I'm afraid I'm not very exciting day-to-day wise.
It didn't take long for family to go back to the way it was. The holidays were great, and I thought maybe it would make things easier to cope with in terms of my mother, but she's depressed as ever. I'm not going to let it bother me anymore, though. If she wants to throw herself in an interminable depression, she sure as hell isn't taking me down with her. I love her, I really do, but sometimes... well.
Expect a deviation, or at least one in progress, soon. If not kick me into gear!
It's 2010, there's lots of things to do. 8D School, here I come.
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meow
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just to tell u my favourite letters are cwm.
if u want to know what it means:
COOKIES WITH MILK
It makes you that much more awesome.
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.:The shame is cutting into my skin
I'd rather die on my feet
Than live here on my knees again:.
allen-kun is awesome!!
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try my shtuff out, if you dont mind
"pack of fags?"
"your a fag!"
"its a cigarette mate"
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.:The shame is cutting into my skin
I'd rather die on my feet
Than live here on my knees again:.
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try my shtuff out, if you dont mind
"pack of fags?"
"your a fag!"
"its a cigarette mate"
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世界で一番おひめさま 。-ᴗ-。
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.:The shame is cutting into my skin
I'd rather die on my feet
Than live here on my knees again:.
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世界で一番おひめさま 。-ᴗ-。
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.:The shame is cutting into my skin
I'd rather die on my feet
Than live here on my knees again:.
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When I was in the military they gave me a medal for killing two men and a discharge for loving one. ~Epitaph of Leonard P. Matlovich, 1988
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