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Journal Entry: Sat Nov 21, 2009, 4:45 PM
Yay for a journal skin! xD It would be nice if they had some nonsubscribers could have 'cause dA's subscription fee is WAY too much to me. Whatevs. I shall enjoy eet while I have it.

:bulletgreen: So I only have a few weeks left in my first semester and I couldn't be any more happy to finish it. Apathy is setting in and I'm getting sick of things. New Moon was amazing Thursday night, but since then I haven’t been able to sleep very much.
Oh! I’m also slowly, slowly working on a 4k picture (it’ll be my first thanks pic since 500 hits… how sad) so I’ll try to get that finished asap gaiz. Motivation is a big factor for me to do things, and I really don’t have very much of it right now. :/ I can only hope that will change during winter break since I have a month to fart around with my life and do nothing. Unfortunately school has to take precedence over anything, then Taekwondo, then work, friends, and my shitty home life somewhere in the midst—in between all of that, I usually have nothing left.

Complain entry is complaining!

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So I’m not saying I’m an ultimate martyr or anything, but I give so much and it’s days like these when I wonder what I get from it. Just the other week I helped a friend with her senior pictures, spent almost two hours curling her hair and helping her get ready, and even took all her pictures and pretty much obeyed her every whim because I knew how much I loved being a senior, how much fun it was (sort of).

Mind you the curling iron was the size of your middle finger and about as thin as a paintbrush—this girl has hair practically down to her thighs. But I didn’t complain, I mean I had fun doing it. But last night a few of us went to see a play and I wanted to curl MY hair with the iron, and she was all reluctant about it because we “didn’t have enough time”. I got there around 6:50 and we didn’t have to be there till 8, leaving the house by 7:30 to get there on time. So she helped me with the bottom layer and just stuck the rest of it up in a clip, even though I didn’t really want that (and voiced this without much regard given).

In other words, there’s people who only do things if it’s convenient for them, and I can’t stand that when I go out of my way to do things for my friends all the time. Even better, when we got back to her house I wanted to show her a song I just learned to play on piano (the ending theme to Wolf’s Rain, Gravity) and she just went on the keyboard and played her notes for voice. This commenced for 3-5 minutes, and then she let me play while she went to the bathroom, criticizing my playing the entire time when I’d just learned it and didn’t have the music in front of me (so I had to play it out of memory, and you all know how good my memory is lawl). I’d left a few things in another part of the house and I asked if she would go with me to get it, and she just said “No, I have to go to bed.” I pretty much then got booted out of her room >_> and had to walk around in her dark creepy yard around her house to get to my car at 11:30 at night.

Like, hospitality much? I try to cater to people in my house endlessly; I just don’t get it sometimes. I try to fit this mold of people I’m around, to keep the peace, keep everyone happy, and it’s me who becomes the unhappy one as a result. Most of the time I truly don’t mind, but occasionally, like today, it just rubs me the wrong way.
Oh, and another thing— no one I know goes through with what they say. The December trip to Savannah? Someone’s already bailed. I’m thinking I’ll just hold off leaving and save up extra money to go to Massachusetts next year FOR REAL this time. A friend of mine is an airplane guru, so she’s going to hook me up with a really cheap flight if I can just get the exact dates together (hosnap Winry we need to do that D: ).

I can’t be stuck here much longer, it just won’t work; my mom can’t hold me here forever. Now that I have plentiful experience driving long distances, there isn’t anything stopping me from driving/getting someone to drive me to the airport and taking off. In my own power, I GO THROUGH WITH THINGS. I don’t say it’s a good idea and just dream about it—we only live so long before we’re permanently stuck in one place. Before the glue dries, I want to get something out of life that my parents and grandparents haven’t. If not now, then when?
I just feel like I’m giving more than I get back, and it can really exhaust a person after a while. Go to someone you know and just… tell them they can relax once in a while, someone you know that cares about you. Just doit. D<


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/Complaining entry is done complaining!

I think I’m done ranting now. :B
Newaiz I have a lot of plans for the next year, cosplaying included~! I gotta buy my Allen wig… I’ll do that after Christmas or something. I’m also planning on attending lots of conventions this year, including Megacon, ConnectiCon, Metrocon, and AFO! Let’s hope.



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  • Current Residence: Sunshine Suburbia
  • Interests: anime, roleplaying, writing, sleep
  • Favourite movie: Memoirs of a Geisha
  • Favourite band or musician: Paramore, Three Days Grace
  • Favourite poet or writer: Stephenie Meyer, Stephen King, Christopher Paolini
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  • Favourite game: Zelda, Okami, Kingdom Hearts
  • Favourite cartoon character: Alphonse Elric, Allen Walker
  • Personal Quote: Nothing isn't worth fighting for.

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~HaganeXnoXChibi Oct 11, 2009, 12:57:52 PM
Thanks for the :+fav: Aruu~

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:iconalyeth:
~Alyeth Oct 11, 2009, 2:14:55 PM
Aw you're very welcome x3!!

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.:The shame is cutting into my skin
I'd rather die on my feet
Than live here on my knees again:.
:iconfruits-punch-samurai:
~Fruits-Punch-Samurai Aug 7, 2009, 6:21:44 PM
Hey~
I got a picture of you and your friend as Al and Winry at AFO. Would you like me to credit you?
:iconalyeth:
~Alyeth Aug 26, 2009, 8:12:29 PM
Sure, you can do that, I'd appreciate it lots!

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.:The shame is cutting into my skin
I'd rather die on my feet
Than live here on my knees again:.
:iconfruits-punch-samurai:
~Fruits-Punch-Samurai Aug 27, 2009, 5:12:26 PM
And you have been credited!

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I take commissions on costumes. Talk to me to find out more :)
:iconalyeth:
~Alyeth Sep 13, 2009, 6:28:46 PM
Thanks a bunch! :3

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.:The shame is cutting into my skin
I'd rather die on my feet
Than live here on my knees again:.
:iconfruits-punch-samurai:
~Fruits-Punch-Samurai Sep 13, 2009, 7:18:11 PM
You're welcome~

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I take commissions on costumes. Talk to me to find out more :)
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~miso-hot3 Jul 31, 2009, 2:34:12 PM
Thanks for the fav~!!

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Procrastinators unite!!!......Tomorrow.
:iconalyeth:
~Alyeth Aug 2, 2009, 6:26:42 PM
No problem x3

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.:The shame is cutting into my skin
I'd rather die on my feet
Than live here on my knees again:.
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